I just want to feel good.
Whatever I do, this is the ultimate goal. Whatever I think I need in my life, the ultimate aim is to feel good.
It could be a job, a partner, some kind of food or a glass of wine. At the root of everything I do is the desire to feel good.
So why do some of the things I choose to do not support that ultimate goal?
I have been involved with people I knew would be no good for me. I have had more to drink or eat than I should, at some level knowing that I was going to pay for it but unwilling in the moment to stop.
I eat things sometimes because they taste so good, and then my body fights back and nothing about it is good anymore.
It seems kind of insane to do this knowing that it won’t lead me back to what I want, which is to feel good.
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